[ Indistinct conversations ]
Meredith: When life forces us to do something impossible...
[ Conversations continue ]
...an explosion happens inside the body.
[ Explosions ]
[ All screaming ]
A rush of hormones blasts through us,
making us stronger...
What the hell? ...Making us faster.
[ Rumbling, electricity crackles ]
Biology overrides fear.
And that makes the impossible possible. [ Telephone rings ]
[ Alarm blaring ] Okay, so, either this is a drill or it's a real fire.
And if it's a real fire,
then it probably has something to do with the guy,
so I vote drill.
Despite that large boom you just heard? Really?
All right, fine. It's the guy. The bad, escaped-rapist guy.
Why? Why?!
[ Clicks ] Oh! The door's unlocked.
Well, yeah, fire would override a lockdown.
I got to go find Stephanie.
Just be careful. [ Alarm continues blaring ]
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[ indistinct conversations ]
Then entryway is closed, ma'am.
I just watched an explosion up there!
And I already reported it. The hospital's on lockdown.
Whoa! Did you see that?
-Something exploded up there. -Yes.
This entrance way will remain closed.
East, south. Possibly in the south wing?
Four or five floors up.
That's right near the nicu. And the ccu.
We have to get in there! Yeah, we need to get in there.
There was an explosion! He won't let us in!
They're clear to come in. I need their help.
There's a lockdown! I ordered the damn lockdown!
Fire in the hospital trumps rapist on the loose.
They are cleared!
[ Sighs ]
There's a rapist on the loose? Where have you been?
Firefighter carroll: We have a multiple-alarm fire on floors five and six,
from the service elevators east.
And we are concerned about structural damage on that floor.
We're diverting all incoming traumas.
Patients in immediate or impending danger
need to be evacuated first.
Unaffected areas -- the E.R., radiology,
nursery, daycare -- they stay put.
We have to prioritize.
Firefighter carroll here will be directing you
to the most urgent areas.
Yeah, and, uh, the woman with her arm in the air over there
is Dr. Kepner.
She is setting up a holding area...?
Outside by parking lot 1.
By parking lot 1. Take evacuated patients to her.
She is in charge.
And if your patients can walk, they can transport themselves.
Okay, thank you Dr. grey. Do not be a hero. Okay?
If they can walk, let them walk. Carry the rest.
The elevators are not working. Do not try and use them.
-Work fast, but work safe. -Okay.
[ Indistinct conversations ]
And our man's still at large,
so we're maintaining security at the exits,
and we're keeping active sweeps.
Hmm. Because just one hospital emergency wasn't enough...
Lord, don't make me have to tell Catherine Avery
I burned her hospital to the ground.
Edwards?
[ Alarm blaring ] [ Indistinct conversations ]
Stephanie!
Edwards?!
Go, go, go! Stephanie?
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[ whooshes ]
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Maggie.
Hey, take this to Kepner outside. Right away.
I've been texting you. Are you okay?
[ Sighs ] They're trying to contain it near the ccu,
but I heard it spread to the O.R. floor.
I just figured I'd help with evac.
Have you seen Nathan? No.
No, and don't -- don't go thinking
he's been burnt to a fiery crisp.
I'm sure he's fine.
No, I'm not. I'm just -- i need to speak with him.
So, if you see him...
Yeah. ...Please let him know.
Gary: I'm legit, I swear!
High alert in progress, sir. I need to see some I.D.
I don't have it. My wife has my wallet.
Our baby's upstairs for observation. Please!
Is there a problem?
Y-you got to help me! I've looked everywhere.
I went -- I checked the -- the cafeteria, the gift shop,
i-i tried looking outside and looking there --
what are you looking for?
My daughter. Erin. She's missing again.
[ Weakly ] Help.
[ Coughs ] Help me!
[ Coughing ]
Stephanie? [ Coughing ]
Help!
[ Metal creaks ]
Erin?
Stephanie?
Erin! Erin, where are you? [ Coughs ]
Don't do that! I thought you were dead!
I thought you were gone!
[ Coughs ]
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Stephanie? Yeah. Erin, uh, hang on!
[ Coughing ] Hang on!
I don't like this.
Don't worry, uh, uh, sondra. You'll be fine, all right?
Um, you're just gonna get a bit of fresh air, all right?
Okay, we got Mr. pruitt downstairs safe and sound.
Who's next?
Okay, these two very capable doctors
are gonna carry you down.
Carry?
Yeah, you're gonna have your own personal escort.
Down four flights of stairs.
But a smooth ride, i promise.
Like Cleopatra. Exactly.
Richard: Okay, hurry up, okay? This place is full.
We've got to move quick.
Yes, sir.
Come on. Let's go. Oh.
Just finished alerting all dispatchers
to divert their traumas.
Do you need hands here? Absolutely.
Hey, you guys seen Edwards anywhere?
I'm looking for a missing girl.
We don't have eyes on Edwards yet?!
No, I've been looking everywhere.
Is she missing?
Yes, yes.
The -- the rapist guy in the hospital -- that's her patient.
She's with him somewhere. What?
-I got to go. -What?
Did you alert police about Edwards?
No, no, good idea. Can you do that?
I -- thank you.
We need all hands on deck, Avery!
Let him go.
Dr. Webber, there's a protocol when it comes to this --
I am looking for a missing girl.
And, yes, the police are also looking for her.
Then maybe we should let the cops do their jobs,
we focus on patients.
Okay, listen, she likes to run and hide.
She has brownish hair. Her name is Erin.
All right. We haven't seen her yet.
Grey!
Dr. Webber -- look -- look, I'll be fine, Dr. minnick.
Would you let the police know
we have a resident missing, will you?
[ Indistinct conversations ]
[ Alarm continues blaring ]
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[ heart beating ]
Amelia: [ Muffled ] Okay, the kids are asleep, so it should be easy.
Ellis is just getting over a bug...
[ Normal voice ] ...So when she wakes up, just take her temp.
We are gonna be on the road for the next several hours,
but after that -- texting is best.
[ Sighs ]
Hey.
Uh, you might want to eat something.
What's gonna take hours?
Owen, there's been an explosion at grey-Sloan.
What? What do you mean "explosion"?
So it looks like the helipad there is off limits.
How many casualties? Are there people hurt?
Why didn't you wake me?
It only affected a few floors, and they have got it covered.
Look, I'm the head of trauma, i need to be there.
No. We have to go.
It's gonna take a few hours to drive
to madigan army medical center.
And we have to be there when your sister lands.
Yeah.
They suggested you might want to bring photographs or,
um, uh, keepsakes if you have any? Right.
Right. Right. Because she might not remember.
You know what? You stay here.
I'm gonna go to the house and see if I can find an album --
no, no. No, I know where everything is.
[ Alarm blaring ]
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Erin, don't be scared! Just hang on!
All right, Erin?
Okay.
Fire extinguisher. Fire exting--
it's a lab. It's a lab. It's a lab.
There has to be a fire extinguisher somewhere.
Is he gone?
Is that man gone?
Uh, yeah, yeah. He's very, very gone.
You keep your face low, okay?
You keep your face low
and stay as far away from the fire as you can.
I can't! I... [ Coughs ]
I can't. I can't. My leg -- it's stuck.
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okay. Don't worry. Uh...
I'm coming. Don't panic.
[ Coughs ]
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[ grunting ] [ Metal creaking ]
[ Grunting ]
[ Grunts ]
Oh, god, just -- ow! Ow! Move it off, please!
No, no, honey, it's keeping all the blood in your leg.
It hurts.
Uh, yeah, I know.
I know it hurts, but I can't --
I can't f-- i can't move it
until I figure out how to fix your leg.
And I -- which I...
Aah! How the hell am I gonna fix her leg?!
Stop it! You're scaring me!
I'm sorry.
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okay.
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okay. You...
You lucked out, missy.
'Cause I am...
[ Fire roars ] ...The best surgeon in here.
I do this kind of stuff in my sleep.
Ah! Okay. All right. Okay.
We're gonna figure this out, okay, right?
Just you and me, right?
[ Grunts ] Okay.
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[ explosion, glass shatters ] Whoa!
We'll figure it out. Okay, okay.
Right? Just you and me.
I really want my mom.
I know. I know. I do, too.
[ Breathing quickly ]
[ Grunts ]
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okay.
[ Glass shatters ] [ Gasps ]
Oh, god. Oh, hey, it's okay. It's okay!
It's okay. I got you. I got you, okay?
All right, lie back. Okay.
Just lie back.
Relax as much as you can.
You know, when I was a kid,
I was in the hospital a -- a lot.
And, uh... They would have to -- [ Groaning ]
Ow! Ow! Oh, that's okay. I'm sorry.
They would do a bunch of stuff that hurt me, too.
And I hated it. I hated it.
So, do you know what I would do?
[ Groaning ]
[ Grunts ]
What?
I would clench my fists, real tight -- tight as I could. Mm-hmm.
Sometimes my, uh, nails would dig in to my hands,
and I would even break the skin sometimes, but it helped.
The more I thought about my hands,
the less I thought about anything else. Mm.
And sometimes I would just scream my head off.
And it would drive my doctors crazy, but...
It made me feel better.
Okay. Okay?
Okay.
All right, Erin... [ Breathes deeply ]
Look, what I'm about to do is really gonna hurt, Erin.
It's gonna hurt a lot, and so...
I want you to clench your fists.
Clench them real tight -- as tight as you can for me.
Okay.
And if you need to scream, you just go ahead and scream, okay?
All right. Okay.
Oh, okay.
Here we go.
[ Groaning ]
[ Screaming ]
[ Radio chatter ]
[ Sirens wail ]
I want patients organized by condition and severity!
The temp ccu area needs ventilators
and crash carts on standby!
And please check everyone for smoke inhalation!
Erin!
What's going on? Where is --
oh! What -- we don't know.
A fire, explosion...
There's no kids out here.
How are my peds patients or the nicu?
Listen, the fire is on the south side, about four floors up.
The kids should all be okay.
What happened with Jo's husband?
You never called me back.
Yeah, the trip was a waste.
Okay. So, I'm looking for this little girl.
She's 8, she's super-smart, she keeps ditching her parents.
Look for her. All right.
April: Hey. What do we have?
Ccu patient, one-day status post.
Cabg. She's stable.
She just needs to stay on her...Heparin infusion...
Are you okay?
[ Breathing heavily ] Yeah, it's...Yeah, yeah.
Not a big fan of fire, you know?
It's -- [ Chuckles ]
If I'm being honest, it's, uh...
Kinda my worst nightmare, actually.
Well, just, like, imagine that it's a parking-lot barbecue.
The smoke. The burning burgers... [ Walkie-talkie beeps ]
[ Coughing ] Okay. All right.
You know what? Just take a minute, okay?
Just take a minute.
No, no, I'm -- I'm -- I'm good. I'm good.
You sure?
Burnt burgers, right? Okay.
Burnt burgers.
Okay. Oh, Pierce! Can you come take a look?
Okay, I got him.
Hi. Hi.
[ Radio chatter ]
The chest sounds good.
Those handsome boys treated me like a queen.
Good. I'm glad to hear it.
We're gonna get you set up in triage.
We're gonna get you attached to an EKG machine, okay?
All right.
Hey, uh, you didn't happen to see Jackson in there, did you?
Yeah. Yeah?
Right when the alarms went off, and then he took off,
running after Edwards like he was fireproof.
He's not back yet? No! Of course not.
Typical. Typical?
Yeah, he ran into a burning bus once to save a child.
He's the kind of guy that runs into a fire, apparently.
I'm sure he's fine.
Yeah. Me too.
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[ Erin screaming ]
That's okay.
All right, I just want to...
Loosen this...
And see...
If there's less bleeding, okay?
Uh, nope -- less blood. No blood.
Good girl.
[ Groaning ] Okay.
All right, this is heavy. Skooch on out.
Skooch out. Skooch out this way.
Don't bend, don't bend, don't bend.
Go this direction.
Keep going. There we go. Okay!
[ Grunts ]
Let's get you out of here, okay? Hang on.
Let me help you up.
Okay. Okay.
Don't put any weight on it. Weight on me.
Good girl. Good girl. Good girl.
Hang on. Okay.
[ Fire roars ]
Aah!
How do we get around it?
Uh...
We ca-- well, we can't. We can't.
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hang -- hang on. Hold up, hold up.
Okay.
[ Panting ]
Sorry.
Gonna pick you up,
and I want you to take a big, deep breath, okay?
Biggest breath you can. All right.
And then hold it.
1, 2, 3, jump! [ Grunts ]
Good. Keep that leg straight.
Okay. Good girl, good girl.
All the way.
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[ both coughing ]
Okay. All right.
Here we go. [ Groans ]
[ Both coughing ]
We can't go down there.
¶¶
[ coughing ]
There's the roof.
[ Coughing echoes ]
¶¶
okay. Here. Come here.
Put your arms around me, tight as you can, okay?
Okay. Okay.
Got to go up. We have to go up.
[ Both coughing ]
One at a time. Uh-huh.
One step at a time.
[ Groans ] [ Coughing ]
One step.
One at a time. There we go.
[ Both grunting ]
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Steph!
[ Alarm blaring ]
Edwards!
Stephanie! [ Coughing ]
Ma'am, can I help you?
Let me help you walk.
I don't need any help!
Aah! Aah.
Ma'am, did you just have surgery?
For god's sake, I'm not a "ma'am."
My name is Cheryl, and surgery would be better than this.
Being sliced up and gutted would be better than this.
It's just kidney stones!
Okay. Look, no, we gotta get you out of this hallway.
There's way too much smoke, all right?
I'm gonna pick you up. Is that okay?
No way! [ Breathing quickly ]
I'm perfectly capable of -- aah! -- Of walking and -- aah! Okay.
I'm sure you are.
Aah! Aah! It's just kidney stones! Aah!
[ Alarm blaring ]
Do you not hear the alarm?
The fire is on the floor above us!
Nathan: I was midway through a lobectomy when the alarm went off.
I'm not leaving a patient open on the table.
[ Monitor beeping ]
Well, okay. Glove me.
What the hell are you doing? Well, you're right.
You can't walk away from the patient.
And it'll be quicker if the two of us work together.
This floor is supposed to be clear. You need to evacuate.
Sir, I have a man's lung in my hand.
We're working as fast as we can.
How long do you need? 15 minutes.
15. No more.
Sir, we're looking for a missing girl.
She's 8 years old. Her name is Erin.
We've all got our eyes out for her.
Okay. Thank you.
[ Door opens, closes ]
Bovie.
[ Coughing ] All right. [ Groaning ]
Let's get her on a morphine drip.
All right, you're gonna be all right.
We have been looking for you! You scared the crap out of me!
Oh, I need some O2. Yeah, of course you do.
That's what happens when you don't listen and --
and instead you inhale an entire hospital full of smoke!
Ow. Watch it. Stupid heroics!
[ Clears throat ] I was trying to help her.
You are a surgeon, not a firefighter!
I wasn't trying to fight a fire, all right?!
I was trying to save Edwards! Don't yell at her.
She is the mother of your child! Okay --
and what would i have told Harriet?!
I'm fine, April! Breathe.
[ Siren wailing ] [ Indistinct conversations ]
Mm.
Man: Yeah, still ready to go.
[ Radio chatter ]
[ Child shouts ]
Man: Do you have room for one more?
¶ Oh oh oh oh oh ¶
¶ oh oh oh oh oh ¶
you know, Megan used to call me eeyore during the war.
She said the war made me grumpy and too serious.
[ Scoffs ]
¶ See where I'm going, yeah ¶
go ahead. You can say it.
What? She was right.
¶ Chase what I'm dreaming, run away till I run off my pain ¶
wouldn't war make anyone grumpy?
[ Chuckles ]
Not her.
Nope. She was...
She was happy.
She was always smiling and joking and laughing.
¶ I swear I pray every day, but still nothing's changing ¶
[ chuckles ]
¶ Feels like my life might need rearranging ¶
¶ you say that you're here, but right now's a test of faith ¶
I...
I don't know what to say.
I mean, how do I even...
¶ So open up my heart ¶
I don't know what -- i don't know what to say
¶ and have your way ¶
you will.
When you see her.
¶ I'm sinking in my thoughts ¶
you'll know what to say when you see her.
¶ My head's above the water, you're my sweet escape ¶
they found her 10 miles from where I was stationed.
¶ I need you just so I can breathe ¶
she was right there the whole time.
¶ Now I can breathe ¶
Owen, your sister is alive,
and that doesn't feel real right now, but it will.
When you see her.
¶ Hey, I can breathe ¶
¶ I can breathe ¶
¶ I need you just so I can breathe ¶
almost there -- oh! ¶ you said this feeling ¶
you okay? Yeah.
-Okay. Almost there. -Okay.
Almost...
¶ Would only last for a season, yeah ¶
almost there.
Okay. Stand there. Good.
[ Coughing ]
Torrent downloaded from RARBG
[ Pounding on door ] ¶ but I'm still here, and I'm wondering why ¶
¶ I'm not the same ¶
no. [ Coughing ]
No! ¶ I prayed every day, that's when you changed me ¶
no! No!
No! What?!
No! ¶ I'm not the same, 'cause you rearranged me ¶
what? ¶ you said you were here, that was my test of faith ¶
my key card -- i don't have my key card.
I ca-- I can't get out of here without the card.
¶ Oh oh oh oh oh ¶
¶ open up my heart and have your way ¶ [ Coughing ]
We can go down.
[ Whispering ] Oh, my god.
¶ I'm sinking in my thoughts ¶
we can get through the fire. We can make it.
¶ So pull me from the waves ¶
[ coughing ]
¶ My head's above the water ¶
¶ you're my sweet escape ¶
so we're stuck?
¶ I need you just so I can breathe ¶ [ Sighs ]
[ Coughing ]
¶ Whoa, oh, oh, breathe ¶
¶ ooooh ¶ no. No, we're not stuck.
We are...
¶ Oh, breathe ¶
we're gonna sit right here and put this over our heads,
and we're gonna be just fine, i promise you.
¶ Ooooh ¶ come on.
¶ I need you just so i can breathe, yeah, yeah ¶
no. That's pulling the covers over your head.
My mom said when things get scary, you don't do that.
¶ Open up my heart and have your way ¶ you turn on the light so the scary goes away.
Listen, your mom is right. Usually. ¶ open up my heart ¶
but I'm a doctor... ¶ sinking in my thoughts ¶
...and I know that in this case... ¶ so pull me from the waves, oh ¶
this blanket is our best chance, okay?
¶ My head's above the water, you're my sweet escape ¶
okay?
Okay.
¶ I need you just so I can breathe ¶
all right, come on. Let me help you.
Lean on me, lean on me, lean on me.
¶ Now I can breathe ¶
good girl. There we go.
There we go. Okay. [ Sniffles ]
¶ Oh, yeah ¶
¶ I can breathe ¶
okay. Hang on.
Okay.
¶ I can breathe ¶
¶ oh, I need you just so I can breathe ¶ no. The scary will get you.
The scary will get you. Hey. No, no, no. No, no.
Don't worry about me. Don't worry about me, okay?
I got a lot of ways to -- to keep scary out.
¶ I need you just so I can breathe ¶
[ alarm blaring ]
[ Coughing ]
¶¶
[ music ends ]
[ Fire rushing ]
Is that my card?
That's -- that's my card!
That is my card!
No! Stephanie, don't leave me!
No, it's okay. Don't leave me.
It's okay. I'll be right back. I'll be right back.
Keep your face covered, okay? All right?
I -- Erin, I am gonna be right back.
Fists.
Good. Good!
No!
No.
No, Stephanie!
Stephanie!
No, don't go. Don't leave me.
[ Whispers ] Please don't leave.
Stephanie, no. [ Metal creaks ]
[ Coughs ]
Stephanie, come back. [ Sniffles ] Come back.
No. No. Stephanie!
Stephanie, come back.
[ Coughing ] [ Metal creaking ]
[ Alarm blaring ]
Stephanie...
[ Fire roars ]
Please.
[ Coughing ]
[ Metal creaking ]
Stephanie!
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[ breathing heavily ]
Let's get out of here.
[ Coughing ]
[ Siren wailing ] [ Coughing ]
Whoa!
[ Siren chirps ]
I found him in O.R. 2.
O.R. 2? We evacuated that floor ages ago.
Yeah, I was in the middle of a thoracotomy.
Hey, Maggie, can you take over for him there?
You need some oxygen.
Not until my patient's stable.
[ Sirens wail ]
[ Coughing ]
You inhaled a lot of smoke.
Put this over your face.
[ Oxygen rushing ] Thank you.
[ Coughing ]
[ Both coughing ]
Come here. Okay.
[ Coughing continues ]
Stay here. Stay here. Don't move. Don't move. Okay.
[ Hoarsely screaming ] Help us! Help! Help us!
Somebody help!
[ Indistinct conversations ]
Here!
Help!
Stephanie? Stephanie?
[ Sirens wailing ] Oh, my god.
Wait. Erin. Wait.
[ Sighs ] No.
No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
Don't -- no, don't, don't --
Erin! Erin! No! Erin, don't!
Hey, Erin, stay with me.
Erin. No.
Stay with me, okay?
Stay -- somebody help me!
[ Voice breaking ] Somebody help me, please!
Somebody help me!
[ Breathing heavily ]
[ Sirens wailing ] [ Indistinct conversations ]
[ Coughing ]
Put your mask back on.
[ Coughs ]
And -- and, no, no one has seen Edwards.
But that doesn't mean that -- hey, chief!
Any word on Edwards? No one's seen her since the lockdown.
I told minnick to tell the police that she was missing.
But -- minnick!
What did the cops say about Edwards?
Oh, my god. I forgot.
You forgot?
There were patients.
I forgot.
I saw Edwards earlier, before the alarm.
She was, uh -- she was with a liver lac patient.
That's him. That's the guy. What?
Where? Where did you see her?
It was a hallway. Just a regular hallway.
Where's radiology on this thing? All right.
When -- when I saw her, we were close to there.
I had no idea who she was with.
If I'd realized, i could've done something.
Which way were they walking?
It's just -- you know what? It's easier if I show you.
I could just walk you right in there -- Benjamin Warren!
Absolutely not.
You're a civilian, and the fire is not completely contained.
We are wasting time out here.
Agreed. If it helps find this guy sooner --
no, we're seeing sporadic flare-ups inside.
And giving a criminal the perfect opportunity
to escape the premises, no questions asked?
This isn't about protocol. Oh, hell no!
It's about capturing a dangerous predator. You coming or what?!
Let's go.
Ohh!
Man: We're ready.
Okay, hold up.
-Hold up, guys. -I got you.
Right in here. [ Coughing ]
Around there? Yeah, this is it! This -- this is where I saw her.
And they were -- [ Coughs ]
They were -- they were headed in this direction. And, uh...
They must've gone in here.
[ Beeps ]
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[ coughing ]
[ Indistinct conversations ]
[ Coughs ] Hey.
If she was near the explosion when it happened,
could she -- could she have survived it?
Would depend on her proximity to the blast.
Man: Captain, over here. Yeah.
We got a casualty.
We have an adult. [ Coughs ]
Can I borrow your -- your light?
Help me!
Please!
[ Voice breaking ] Somebody help me!
¶¶
stay with me. S-stay with me.
¶¶
no. No, see, this is too tall to be Edwards.
Um...
[ Indistinct conversations ]
¶¶
it's blood. It is -- it's blood!
There's blood over here.
¶¶
man: All right, let's go.
[ Speaking indistinctly ]
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Edwards! [ Crying ]
Edwards, you all right?!
I'm fine! I'm fine! Are you hurt?!
She needs an I.V. Access and air!
Send an ambu bag and a frickin' gurney!
Right. On it. Let's go!
Did you take the scenic route?!
¶¶
they were on the roof! The patient coded.
She needs as much o neg as possible
and get her typed and crossed!
Okay, okay. Get her to trauma one.
Edwards, we got this. You can get down.
No, ma'am! She needs to go straight to the O.R.
No, O.R. floor is inaccessible. The fire --
she's not gonna make it. She needs to be treated here, now.
Edwards, you're injured. You need --
she needs blood and a defibrillator now!
I deep-fried a rapist.
I -- I dove through a wall of fire.
I did not do all of that
so that this little girl could die, okay?
She -- I saved her. I saved her. I saved her.
I saved her, Dr. Bailey.
We need to finish saving her right now,
and I need you out of my face!
Dr. Bailey! You heard her.
Get out of her face. This E.R. is now an O.R.
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she's back in sinus. Pressure's holding at 70.
Richard: Yeah, this leg is still cyanotic.
Should we amputate? No, save the leg.
We save the leg.
That son of a bitch does not get to cost this girl her leg.
Dr. Bailey, please.
We'll need to do a graft.
Okay. Let's throw a shunt in and give the leg a chance.
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[ monitor beeping ]
[ Tool searing ]
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[ air rushing ]
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[ monitor beeping ]
[ Tool searing ]
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[ monitor beeping ]
¶¶
all right. How is she?
We're prepping to do a graft to save her leg.
[ Door closes ]
You need to be lying down, Stephanie.
Let me take a look at these burns. No, not yet, not yet.
Okay, look, you need to at least be hydrated, okay?
Will you stay there? Let me just take care of this.
Did you get the proximal end? Oh, yeah, I got it, I got it.
You need to isolate the distal.
How's she doing?
Her BP's steady, sats are 97.
Which means she's finally stable.
Mm-hmm.
She's gonna make it through this and keep the leg.
Oh, my god.
You got her back, Edwards.
Now you need to get yourself back, okay?
Oh, my god. Oh, my god. Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa!
Richard: Gurney!
Jackson: All right, let's get her on a bed right away.
All right, her adrenaline faded. Pain's probably set in.
Yeah, it's the body's way of protecting itself from the pain.
Got her head? Yep.
All right. Okay.
Okay, let's get back to work.
¶ Farewell for a while ¶
[ monitor beeping ]
[ Breathing deeply ] ¶ I'm going away ¶
¶ but I'll be back ¶
hey. Hey.
[ Radio chatter, siren wailing ]
You okay?
Yeah, I think so. [ Sighs heavily ]
¶ Though I go 10,000 miles ¶
you sure?
Yeah. Look, I'm sorry if I scared you.
I'm...I was fine. I'm fine.
It's just, you're gonna need to breathe.
When I -- when I tell you what I have to tell you,
so...Take a deep breath for me so I know that you can.
¶ My own true love ¶
what do you mean? What do you want to tell me?
Take a deep breath for me.
¶ 10,000 miles or more ¶
[ breathes deeply ]
[ Clears throat ]
¶ The rocks may melt ¶
¶ and the seas may burn ¶ okay. So...
Remember the dream...
Where they come back to us?
Hmm?
Derek forgets his keys, and Megan goes for...
For coffee. Yeah. What -- what about it?
¶ Oh, don't you see... ¶
Nathan, they found Megan.
She's alive.
¶ ...that lonesome dove ¶
¶ sitting on an Ivy tree? ¶ that's not funny.
The army called Owen this morning.
¶ She's weeping for ¶
¶ her own true love ¶ [ Voice cracks ] That's not funny.
¶¶
[ humming ]
¶ As I shall weep for mine ¶
[ crying, coughing ]
¶¶
[ vocalizing ]
[ Coughing ]
Shh, shh.
[ Groans ]
[ Vocalizing ] Okay. It's okay.
[ Coughing ] Shh, shh, shh, shh.
[ Groans ]
Shh.
[ Vocalizing ]
Major hunt.
-Dr. Shepherd. -Mm-hmm.
I'm lieutenant hill. This is colonel Turner.
[ Distorted voice ] Glad you guys could make it on such short notice.
If there's anything you need, don't hesitate to ask.
We're here for you. We appreciate it.
[ Normal voice ] Absolutely, ma'am.
If you'll just walk this way.
¶ My own true love ¶
I know it's hard to know exactly what to expect,
so you should be prepared.
[ Distorted voice ] She may not know who you are.
¶ Stay a while with me ¶
she may not trust where she is.
¶¶
¶ if I had a friend ¶
[ normal voice ] She could be fine,
[distorted voice] Or she may communicate in extremes.
¶ All on this earth ¶ there could be yelling.
So it's best to avoid any potential triggers,
any sudden movements, sudden noises --
anything like that.
¶ You've been a friend to me ¶
[ air horn blows ]
And why did it take us so long to find them?
I was sidetracked by treating patients, which is my job.
I was doing my job. [ Chuckles ] Right.
That "protocol" states that -- [ Laughing ] I'm sorry.
If anyone could follow protocol around here,
Edwards would be perfectly fine right now.
I'm sorry. What?
She was supposed to be in counseling.
But Dr. Webber over here decided
she should be able to work today.
If you hadn't completely undermined me --
if I hadn't compl-- then a little girl would be dead!
Dr. minnick...
I don't believe that
there's a place for you in my hospital any longer.
Dr. Bailey, hold on.
It's chief Bailey, and I am not holding on.
She is holding on.
She is -- is clinging to these procedures and protocols
and cannot see when to let go
in order to save the life of a patient -- a child!
I do! I know!
Because I was taught right.
Dr. Edwards certainly knew, because she was taught...Right.
This is not some factory that turns out surgical robots.
We make doctors.
Thinking, feeling, human doctors.
And we will teach them right.
Hey. You're not going home? Uh, nope.
Incoming's two minutes out.
Well, look, i just wanted to, um...
Say I'm sorry about earlier.
I yelled at Jackson, and I shouldn't have --
well, he was an idiot, and he almost died, so...
I just meant that, you know...
He's your baby's father, and I went too far.
I was just mad because he and I
had been talking earlier when the alarms went off --
Maggie.
What?
Jackson, he, uh...
[ Chuckling ] He likes you.
I know him, so I know what that looks like.
And, uh... [ Siren approaching ]
He likes you. He has feelings for you.
No, he doesn't.
Why would you even --
because I have a feeling that you like him, too,
so you know what?
You should just tell him.
I got to get out there.
[ Siren wailing ]
[ Wailing stops ]
[ Radio chatter ]
Hey. Long night? Yeah.
You want to go back to my place? Sleep it off?
Or maybe do some other stuff before we sleep it off?
And by "other things," i mean sex.
You want to go have some overly tired sex?
I shouldn't. I have to pack up.
Pack up what?
I just got fired.
¶¶
wha-- [ Sighs ]
I'm so sorry, but you know
I'm gonna have to do this again today, right?
Mm-hmm.
Oh, it's looking good, it's looking good.
[ Groans ]
Edwards, I can turn up the morphine.
You don't need to be in this much pain.
Not yet, not yet.
[ Breathing deeply ]
¶¶
mnh!
[ Breathes deeply ]
Mnh.
[ Chuckles ]
How're you feeling?
[ Shakily ] I've had better days.
Your burns are severe. Mm-hmm.
But we are all with you.
We are gonna get you back.
But, uh...It'll be a while before you step in an O.R.
Oh, yeah, yeah. Actually, about that.
I've spent my whole life in hospitals.
[ Chuckles ]
My whole life, and...
I -- I think I need to see everything
that's not the inside of a hospital.
[ Breathing sharply ]
I need to travel and -- and explore and -- and hike
and -- and breathe -- and breathe --
[ breathes deeply ] Okay.
Breathe...
Breathe...Real air.
[ Sighs ]
So deep. I want to breathe it all in.
Away from the monitors and the blood and the --
and the sterile gowns,
away from saving other people's lives.
I want my own. It's time -- it's time I live my own.
[ Breathing sharply ]
[ Monitor beeping ]
You changed my life, Dr. Webber.
You have. You -- you taught me how --
[ grumbles, laughs ]
You taught me how to take my past and find my path.
Thank you. Thank you.
I think I found it.
Which means?
Which means I quit. [ Laughing ]
[ Sniffles ] Mnh.
Okay, deluca, turn that morphine up
as high as it'll go, please.
[ Shuddered breathing ]
[ Monitor beeping ]
[ Calum Scott's "dancing on my own" plays ]
Hoo.
[ Shuddered breathing ]
¶ Somebody said you got a new friend ¶
[ radio chatter ]
¶ But does she love you better than I can? ¶
Nathan? Are you okay?
Where was she?
I don't know.
Well, who had her? Is she hurt?
I wish I knew more.
Do we know for sure it's her?
I mean, have they confirmed that?
Apparently so. I'm...Not really sure how it works.
Where is she now?
Um...
¶ And, yeah, i know it's stupid ¶
they're taking her to madigan army medical center.
Owen and Amelia are on their way now.
¶ I'm in the corner, watching you kiss her ¶
tell, uh, Pierce I -- i had to go.
Okay. Wait. Are -- are you okay?
Can you drive? And someone needs to contact my patients.
Tell them that i finished surgery.
Don't worry. We'll take care of it.
Are you okay to drive? Do you want me to take you?
¶ Oh, oh, oh ¶
Megan's alive?
Megan's alive.
¶ And I'm giving it my all ¶
¶ but I'm not the guy you're taking home, oooh ¶
[ both laugh ]
Oh.
¶ I keep dancing on my own ¶
I'm sorry.
Don't. Don't do that.
No. Don't do that. Don't apologize.
If this were Derek, i would already be gone.
¶¶
okay. I can drive.
Get out of here! Go! Okay. I can drive.
[ Engine starts ]
Nobody wakes up thinking, "my world will explode today."
¶ Stilettos on broken bottles ¶
¶ I'm spinning around in circles ¶
"my world will change."
¶ And I'm in the corner, watching you kiss her ¶
[ tires screech ]
¶ Oh oh oh ¶
¶¶
nobody thinks that. ¶ and I'm right over here ¶
but, sometimes, it happens. ¶ why can't you see me? ¶
¶ oh oh oh ¶ [ Helicopter blades whirring ]
Sometimes, we wake up, we face our fears...
¶ And I'm giving it my all ¶
¶ but I'm not the guy you're taking home ¶
¶ ooh, ooh ooh ¶
¶ I keep dancing on my own ¶
¶ and, oh, nah ¶
we take them by the hand.
¶¶
¶ so far away ¶
and we stand there, waiting... ¶ but still so near ¶
...hoping, ready... ¶ the lights come on ¶
¶ the music dies ¶ ...For anything.
¶ But you don't see me standing here ¶